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Annihilisticated!

by Noah Grove

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a song about nihilistic recovery

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You know, all of this loving, was amazing for a while, but overtime it was bringing so much pain
And just as my shame and disappointment was becoming too much to bear, I realized I could require my brain
You see God, if he loves us, he must understand, and we’ll to the good place pretty soon
So I don’t see why I should care about things of this world, you know it’s better just passing through

I have no shame anymore, oh no what the hell I can’t find any of my pride
I don’t feel pain anymore, in fact I feel nothing at all inside!
I had my heart of gold and still wound up in the wrong
So I got annihilisticated and now this is my song

I’m not scared to die anymore, all it took was to stop caring about livin’
And now I don’t need anyone so my time ain’t ever given
Who cares if I’m right anymore, when there’s no pain being wrong
I am annihilisticated yeah and that’s my song

Oh I tried so long to try to understand
What’s really going on and why God’s not sticking to plan
And I just couldn’t figure it out and needed to make sense of it all
So I just said life isn’t fair so screw it and now I’m havin a ball

Loss doesn’t hurt anymore, nothing is real in the end
And I am polite to everyone, so everyone is my friend
But it don’t actually matter a bit cause I know I don’t belong
I got annihilisticated and now this is my song

I don’t get embarrassed anymore, and now no one really trusts me
I don’t offend anyone, and now no one really hugs me
Yeah it’s my low stakes game of self sabotage ping pong
I’m annihilisticated and that’s my song

There’s only one thing that I still need
That’s for someone else to agree
That this way of life is working for me
But when I make eye contact, well we all know what they see

I don’t care so much, that they try to get away
But if I don’t care so much, why do I want them to stay
Well I guess if I really want to belong
I gotta stop singing, this nothingness bringing, annihilisticated song

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released August 5, 2022

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Noah Grove Charleston, South Carolina

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